Update #5

Went to my driving lesson and wtf I almost hit the gate! 0.0 But thank goodness my driving instructor was fast and helped me break. I can't imagine myself getting scolded, got fined if I really did hit the gate. Who knows. There could be cars coming in. And today, my driving instructor asked me to go up the 5-feet slope. Nerve wrecking okay. The car kept on reversing and reverse but at the end I was happy I could get the hang of it. And oh I saw someone familiar today.

Can't really recognize the face but I do recognize the action of the guy. The way he walked and the way he carried his bottle...........

COULD IT BE...


My old classmate? Neh I can't remember.

I WANT NEW SHOES DDD; LOOK AT THESE! LOOK......

I have no idea since when I started to like ladies' shoes like these. When I looked back to my past, I was boyish. And still like that today but it's only in front of my family. Outside with friends, I like to be feminine and all because my friends are all lady-like and feminine. Well maybe it's because I'm the only daughter, in the middle. There's my older brother, me and my younger brother. Since young, I played what my older brother played. I played with his friends. Plus I am more close to my cousins which are boys. Could socializing with boys resulted me to become boyish?

Whatever the reasons are behind my boyish-ness, I must change. I'll be going to matriculation and universities soon and I am so hunting for cute guys and that is why I must be more girly.
Talking about cute guys, why didn't I see the guy anymore? :'(  Could it be ....he only come for KPP because he only want to finish off with the Law Test and after that continue to focus for SPM?! He's younger than I am if it's real. But on a second thought ...no I don't think so. His hair was a bit blonde when I saw him. We could be of the same age. Hehehehe.