Since 6 years ago

All this while I've been like a katak di bawah tempurung. I never know there's a gym centre near my house until this morning on my way to church. I can't seize this golden opportunity! Must work out! XD

Anyway back to the real reason why I'm here.
I can't believe it and I still can't believe it. All these years I've been hoping and praying that I will be able to see him again in real life and I did. This morning in church. He was kneeling, praying. Oh my he still has that charm! This is really my first time seeing him in real life after six years. Thank You so much Lord for giving me the chance to see him. I couldn't focus in church. My eyes just kept on looking at him.

But it's the past. I don't have feelings for him anymore. I'm just happy enough that my wish to see him came true. So okay I go now.

I was playing badminton with my younger brother outside and there was this car, a white Alza parked near my house. There's a construction site opposite my house. Probably, Naim on a new project or some sort. And there was this guy came out from the car and walked to the site and looked around. At that instant I thought, he probably an engineer and OMG what a good-looking guy! XDD

I want to be an engineer also lah. Ahahaha :D

Sudden Thought #3

People say there's a meaning behind all things that happened.

I hope there's a meaning behind all this.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
SHITTTTTTTTT

When you said 22, make it 22!
Big problem coming. I'll be having my JPJ Test, and on the same day SPM result coming out. I prefer going to my school and take my result because ONE I wanna meet my friends and TWO I can't help myself feeling anxious about my result on the day of JPJ Test. How to drive when I'm extremely worried of my own result - SPM and JPJ?!

SHIT because I was sick the entire 3 weeks of SPM and SHIT because ...............I reasoned a lot.

Can my day get any worse?!

I thought ........I could just die reading this! Awwww <333

And oh HAI MARTHA ADA HUSBAND AWAK JUAK!! XD

Okay I almost ALMOST had a heart attack. Suddenly there was this guy showed up out of nowhere to the gate in front of my house. He was with his phone shouting. When I looked at his face, my goodness .......Kacak ehehehehe but Gangster style. My heart was beating really fast and all I did at that time was praying that nothing bad will happen. Then my younger brother called my mum in the kitchen to see that guy. When my mum went outside, that guy just disappear.

I HOPE he will never come back! Takut ba in case I stay at home alone and suddenly he come shouting ngan style gangster gik.

Sudden Thought #2

yea. :(

It's very clear that I don't have a friend to talk to. I'm boring much? Probably. But I think everyone have been ignoring me and none of them seemed to be interested in talking to me.

Going crazy

These past few days, I got really hooked up watching this.
OMG SEXY WAVES, LONG LEGS!

C.H.B.

I used different brands of shampoo and conditioner to treat my dry and damaged hair. I tried Dove, Sunsilk, Head & Shoulders and Palmolive but nothing seemed to be working on my hair.
So a month ago I went to YouTube and watched many videos on how to treat naturally curly hair. And many who were kind enough to share their secret on treating their hair almost all of them used Herbal Essences. So I thought maybe I should give a try.

I went over to the pharmacy and bought this and an anti-frizz serum from Herbal Essences too!

And I have to say I really love  my hair! It looks dry but when you touch it, it feels soft. But I've been using it for about  a month so I need to buy a new one.

Today I went to Guardian and bought these.

The red one 03, I just happened to see it there and I just have to buy it. It's a wave foam to style my curly hair. I used it and it's just awesome.

This one is my favourite hair-care routine. To be precise, it's not really my fav, more like I envy her curly hair. I wished mine is as gorgeous as her hair. No doubt, her curly hair is damn gorgeous omg!

Wish it never happened

Now I realised how stupid I was.
Okay so a month ago I got bored on Facebook so I decided to see my older posts for fun, you know just to see how silly and immature I was on Facebook in the past. So without hesitation, I clicked 'Get Timeline'. At that time I thought, "Okay click 'Get Timeline' hehehe, later change back la after I see how stupid I was in the past."

After I got my Timeline, I read all the posts from the day I started to use Facebook until the recent one and I was laughing my ass off alone inside my room. After I finished reading all those silly, immature posts I used to post in Facebook, I went to my News Feed. And there's one person who wrote on his status saying he wants to get timeline but once he got it he cannot change back.

And I was like WHAT CANNOT CHANGE BACK ARE YOU SERIOUS

I went everywhere trying to find 'Delete Timeline' option but I couldn't. Instead on top of the cover photo, it was stated, "Your timeline will go on live on (....the date....). In the meantime you can edit or hide ......" I can't remember well what it said.

At that instant I thought fine ne tauk timeline best gik dari nok dolok pun.

BUT NOW I KNOW I MADE THE SILLIEST DECISION EVER TO TRY VIEWING MY OLDER POSTS BY GETTING A TIMELINE.

So I went to Google trying to find a way to get rid of timeline and this is what I got at the end.

But when I tried viewing my profile using my brother's account, it's still a timeline! Oh no.

Ah stupid -.-

Resolution failed

I have decided long ago, well not too long ago, my resolution for 2012 is to stop hating random people, especially people who can't appreciate their lives. For example;

NUMBER ONE:

People, mostly girls, who have a PERFECT S-LINE body claimed themselves FAT. WTF. If you're fat, then what am I?!

NUMBER TWO:

Those who have pretty and cute face with seriously gorgeous smile, takes pictures of themselves and claimed themselves UGLY. Seriously WTF. Just admit that you're pretty. There's nothing wrong about it.

NUMBER THREE:

People who are in a relationship took picture of themselves kissing each other whether it’s on the cheek or lips. Seriously gross. Do you HAVE to show to everyone how you kissed each other?!

NUMBER FOUR:

Girls who really love showing their cleavage when taking a selca. Facebook is not a porn site!

What annoys me the most are those people that I mentioned in “NUMBER ONE”. You have  a perfect S-line cut why should you claim yourself fat. If you’re trying to be humble, that’s not  a correct way. How would other people who are overweight like me for example feel? I feel horrible. I feel depressed. I will instantly lose my self esteem.

Learn how to appreciate yourself.
I tried really hard not to hate these kind of people but I can’t. YOU PEOPLE ARE SO ANNOYING! Be happy with what you have in your life now. One day, God might take one of it away from you.

To Do Today maybe

Today there shouldn't be a driving lesson for me because every Wednesday it's JPJ Test. But I have no idea why my instructor told me there's driving today.

Or maybeee......

He will ask me to drive around Kuching again?

#update:

Just as I thought, he asked me to drive from my house to MJC then back to my house. He purposely choose 12.00pm for me so I could experience and handle my car during traffic jams in the future. The more I drive around Kuching, I am more confident I can drive around Kuching safely next time.

Sudden Thought #1

When I'm 21, it's the time where I'll be eligible to vote and I am taking this chance to register myself and vote. Likewise, when life gives you lemon, make lemonade.

It was my first time going on a Malay wedding. It was a nice experience overall.

So ....yesterday(Saturday) I went over to my grandfather's house and I was watching Birth of a Family. My grandfather was there waiting for the driver to come and picked him up. That time it was the part where National Master Byeongman was practicing his 3-points. While watching that, my grandfather asked me where the place is. And I was like "Korea la".

Then he said "I know but where is that place?". I shrugged. And then he said that place looks familiar. He said, "that looks like this all girl's university I dunno what is the name. I used to teach there. Year 86". When he said that I'm like Wow my grandfather taught there.

Another similar situation:

This happened few years back but I still remember it very well. While watching something on KBS then came Yoon Soo Young, the girl who talks in TV Highlights. My grandfather was there watching with me then he said, "that girl looks like my neighbour's daughter last time when I stayed in US - Louisiana."

I wasn't sure whether what my grandfather said was true or not but then to clear all the doubts I had for him, he showed me this album containing all the pictures from Louisiana. And there's this picture of my grandmother holding this Korean kid smiling. That kid doesn't looked like Yoon Soo Young to me but who knows, as you grow up you change.

SPARKLING APPLE WHY YOU HAVE ALCOHOL
now I can't drink =_="